January 2010
15 posts
Jan 31st
God's Love.
Long post. I felt like posting this right after what happened. P.S. I could hear so many cats on my roof running around :D Today, I happened to find a CD (Deeper Conference) that Millie burned for me two years ago. I didn’t get a chance to go to that conference during that time, so she kindly brought me a CD. The CD didn’t really work during that time, so I gave up and put it away....
Jan 30th
only me...
juliethebully: i feel so alone sometimes..though im surrounded by friends at all times. and i keep thinking to myself..about graduating, leaving..and starting a new chapter of my life. at times i feel so unready for it..but at times..i feel im too ready for it. to be away from home..to be away from things i know..because i know theres a bigger world out there for me. when people laugh at me, i...
Jan 30th
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http://isitfriday.org/
This is so awesome :3 Man. I use to cherish weekends… but somehow I don’t anymore :( because I feel lonely… sigh. Have you missed someone so much? That is how I feel right now. God, please fulfill the dark hole inside my heart.
Jan 30th
Apologize.
Before I start anything, I just want to say that I turned in my Java Daves application today =) My dad agreed to let me work ^_^ Yay!! But the deal is that I can only work no more than two days a week =/ Oh well =) as long he agrees, I am fine with that <3 Now… onto the shameful stuff =/ This morning, my dad was in the car lecturing about me being too emotional, because he thought that...
Jan 29th
Forever I will be with You.
Today, I found a song that touched my heart. The name of the song is Forever by Hillsong. God’s grace is forevermore. Although being exhausted the whole day, but somehow, I am not very sad or anything. Throughout the whole day, I was feeling okay, compared to yesterday. Right after school today, I went to look for a job. No, I do not know how to drive, that’s why I have my bike....
Jan 28th
Story of my life
ichigojello: Grr… I can never be happy for one day of my life. I will pray for you, love.
Jan 28th
I need a prayer.
“Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ.” - Philippians 1:27
Jan 27th
Voila.
God is always working. :) Today, I had an emotional break down… I didn’t really know why. During 5th period, I just kind of burst out into tears. Thankfully, we were testing that period, so I don’t think anyone saw me crying. I went to the restroom during B lunch, and I couldn’t stop crying. What is wrong, Holy? Why are you crying? Why are you feeling so stressed...
Jan 27th
Amazing.
I found myself feeling a little sad than usual, probably because I am tired, but God will never disappoint me when I had a bad day. Since it is Monday, and I fall asleep at three in the morning yesterday, my brain didn’t function too well. It caused me to sleep in class, yarning a lot, feeling cold, etc. I was so annoyed, haha. But then, right after school, I realized something that I...
Jan 26th
I am NOTHING without God.
Jan 25th
My Power, My Strength, My Courage
This is a song that I wrote myself. And no, I don’t know the tunes yet. Maybe if you wanna help? xD Click “READ MORE” My Power, My Strength, My Courage When the sky seems so dark When the clouds seems so gray You are like the sunshine that peeks through the darkness When the world seems so dull When the people seems so hopeless You are like the rainbow after the rain, fill...
Jan 24th
Wow. Two major events going on.
So… - SAT - Ivy’s audtion All I could say is… May God be with you, amen. Goodness, I literally mean that >_< not trying to be mean… seriously! Honestly, this is a good time for me to learn to pray more. I really really miss God. I know God is there for me. ALWAYS. But sometimes I block him out of my life, simply because I was too focused on a lot of...
Jan 23rd
Hello.
Hey guys… Thank you for being so supportive when I fall… I know it will take me a lot of time to recover… but I promise that I will try my best. Each time when my heart starts to hurt again I will think about you guys and pray to God I really want to get over this as soon as possible… I kept on thinking how I won’t survive with his love… Yeah I can. I...
Jan 22nd
new year.
Um… so this is another year for all of us… 2010… the year that we are all graduating… what a special year. For some reason… I really want time to slow down… Time really travels faster when you grow older… haha. Looking back from now… I can’t believe it’s been 17 years for me… and I am going off to college… haha I am not...
Jan 1st